funnayyyy

today has been one of the funniest days of my freaking life.

mainly because brynne and i have been on a ROLE.

we've been saying the most ridiculous, obnoxious, hilarious things 

and i can not stop laughing.

i have been laughing all day.

i would tell you everything we've been saying, 

and the conversations we've had with other people,

 but it would take too long.

it's been a good time.

power to you

brynne has been cleaning our apartment for the past three hours.

and i've been sitting on the counter-top, dancing on the chairs, eating ice cream out of the carton,

singing obnoxiously (to every britney spears song ever made), and laying around.

go brynne.

friday nights in 5A

today adam and i made homemade pizzas.

and when i say homemade pizza....i mean EVERYTHING was homemade.

we made dough from scratch.

tomato sauce from REAL tomatoes and stuff.....

and everything else.

wait, they were calzones.

apparently they're very different.

they took like three hours to make, but it was SO fun.

we went shopping to buy all the ingredients,

and when we got home, we realized there was a hole in the bag and we lost our onion.

so we had to go back to the store.

for an onion.

i have never made pizzas from complete scratch

and i had SO much fun.

we even got into a flour fight, like the cheesy ones i see in the movies.

let me tell you, these things were divine.

and then we watched 

a series of unfortunate events.

good night.

xoxo

just a long recap of my weekend.

i went to visit my family in salt lake over the weekend.

i decided to go on a whim.

seriously though.

it was really nice.

i think my heart was a little bit homesick, but i didn't even realize it.

i had such a lovely weekend....and was spoiled rotten.

i surprised my family (minus my sissy, because she helps me plan things)

and my mommy was so excited to see me.

i got there saturday night and my parents rearranged their date plans

to include me.

the three of us went to see 

this means war

and i LOVED it.

go see it.

reese is my absolute fave.

then we got sushi.

fun, fun night.

the next day was sunday and i got to see little peter pass the sacrament for his first time

at church.

it was weird going back to my home ward.

i have not been there since before i moved to school.

i was not used to being around so many old people/families/etc.

i'm used to all college kids.

we had a nice sunday dinner as a family.

i realized that i really don't eat good meals here.

i have a sandwich for two of my meals a day.

....it's probably a good thing, though.

that night i hung out with adam.

it was fun to be in a new environment, and not in logan.

it was fun to see where he lived 

before i knew him here.

on monday i got a manicure with my mommy and sissy.

it was soooooo great.

and then we went shopping.

yay for new clothes.

i left on tuesday night-ish.

it rained the whole way to logan,

until i got to the canyon....when it started snowing so hard.

i was going 35 mph in the winds.

scurrrry stuff.

when i got back i was greeted by adam at my doorstep with 

PIZZAAAAA.

mmmmm.

he fed me and then made me unpack,
because i'm pretty lazy and would have let my suitcase sit there for a week.


i was happy to see mady and brynneee.
i miss them so much when we're apart.
clingy relationship? needy much?
youuuuuu betcha.

gosh,

i love it here in logan.

i love the people in my life.

i am so happy here.

and

it was really nice to be with my family for the weekend.

i should do it more often.

xoxo

ode to the roommates

i don't know what i'd do without my roommates best friends.


i still can't believe how close we are. i never laugh as hard as i do with them.
i am always entertained.

they seriously know everything about me.
and even when we have a sad moment or cry, we can always jump right back into being hilarious together.
i love them for that.

i love you madelyn and brynne-da.

so angry

i'm really, really, really upset right now.

i was watching "no strings attached" and loving it.
i got to the very end, the part where the mushy scene happens
...you know, the one where you get tears in your eyes and think, "these words can be applied to my life!"
the part that the whole movie leads up to?

well. right when i got to that part.....the disc skipped.
and it wouldn't stop.
and then it got stuck on one part.


so i don't even get to hear the mushy words. or find out how it ends, even though i'm positive i know.



i'm really, really, really upset right now.

wednesday

today was so great.

brynne and fell asleep listening to adele in her bed.

after we woke up,

brynne got a call that she 

GOT THE JOB AT COLDSTONE!!!

she has been going through interviews and she got it!

so we had a celebration for a while jumping up and down.

that was good.

then i went to walmart and spent 60 freaking bucks.

i was bitter about it

until mady and i had a fun conversation with the cashier.

that made everything okay.

 i hung out with adam tonight.

i really like that boy.

now i'm eating an otterpop.

life is freaking good.

tonight was great.

brynne and i lived our most romantic date fantasy 

through two other people.

zane has a girlfriend now.

and we're teaching him how to be the perfect gentleman.

so we planned out his valentine's date.

candlelit dinner at his place.

martinelli's sparkling cider.

music.

and we SERVED them dinner that WE made.

the things we do for our friends :)

it was a success.

she was in awe.

then we continued the night with a double date

with our good pals, ben & jerry

wish that my special someone wasn't being annoying.

wish that my special someone was treating me special.

wish that i could say he was somethin' special right now.

xoxo

it's true.

things i wish i would have known in high school:

good communication is all you need to solve all your problems.

just a random thought.





today was a great day.
i went to walmart to get new foundation for my face,
because i'm out of my good stuff.
i was going to order a new one on sephora,
but realized i'm poor now.
anyone that really knows me, knows that i have a disorder when it comes to makeup.
i have to have the expensive stuff.
it's my obsession.
never have i ever bought at the drugstore.


until today.....

mady came with me for moral support.
i stayed in the aisle for forty-five minutes trying on all the brands on my hand
and wiping the residue on random objects in walmart.
sue me.

i was stressed and upset.
i didn't like the experience.

but i walked out with new foundation.
i will be bitter about it for a little bit, but maybe i'll get used to it and accept the fact that i can't afford my old lifestyle anymore.



for dinner,
our apartment made pink pancakes with whipped cream and strawberries
and heart shaped fried eggs
for dinner.

we went around the table and shared things that we loved about each other.


in honor of valentines day.



cheesy, but so great.


then we watched the bachelor.
brynne held my hand during the rose ceremony.
we were on the edge of our seats as ben handed out the roses.


adam came over after and we hung out and laughed our heads off.
and then i was a brat and he was still nice to me.
and then i kept being a brat.
and he kept being nice.


and i'm lucky to have such wonderful people in my life.
even though i am not always a spoonful of sugar.


happy valentines day, loves!
xoxo

lazy girl problems

today.

was a constant struggle between me wanting to be lazy, and wanting to do something.

pretty much,

we did nothing of importance.

mady came back from salt lake.

we all just sat around for hours reading magazines, making weird jokes, listening to music, sleeping, and playing on our computers.

it's amazing how entertained we can keep ourselves.

sleeping already? man we must be gettin' old

it's only 4:25 am

brynne and i are having a sleepover in the family room.

she's asleep and i'm not.

life's hard when you're way more exciting than your friends.

you have no idea how happy it made me

don't worry that i got an email from my future husband

who is on his mission.

i haven't talked to him since the day he had his farewell....
a year and a half ago.

and he emailed me.

go freakin' figure.



obviously he realized i was his future wife and needed to contact me six months before coming home
just to secure his spot.

i'm fine with that.

xo

last friday nigggghhhtt

i finally saw the VOW last night!!!

yay.

brynne and i sat in the third row..because the theater was full.

of course.

i loved the movie. 

i cannot believe what a beautiful love story it is.

this woman's husband is unreal.

and i cried, because it's a true story.

after,

adam took me out for ice cream at 

COLD STONE.

my fave.

every, single time i go

i get cake batter ice cream, with twix and gummy bears.

i loved every bite.

we hung out and had a lovely time watching one of my favorite movies.

i'm so happy it's the weekend.

xo

soooo

sitting in the HUB can sometimes be an awkward experience. 

i know that it's only awkward if you make it awkward,

so i guess i make it awkward.

but i'm just studying away

and all the sudden these people start singing and dancing and playing instruments.

like....what the heck?

i just automatically felt awkward.

i decided to show you all what a day in the life is really like for me.

so i filmed it. enjoy.

so sad

i'm so anxious to see the vow.....like.....there are no words.

and i'm so sad...because logan is isn't premiering it at midnight (like the rest of the world is) at any of the theaters.
fine, i'll wait.

birthday boy

today is my baby bro's birthday!!!!

oh, how i love him.

he's 12......

no. he is six.

maybe seven.

he is a lil' cutie.

i wish i could have spent the day celebrating with him.

he's a great brother.

today i went to walmart and and old man came over to me at the produce aisle,

put his hands on my shoulders,

looked me in the eyes,

and said...

"YOU, are beautiful. you are a beautiful young lady and i hope you know that."

i don't think he knows how sweet he is.

i have a special place in my heart for elderly people.

they all have the sweetest demeanor.

i was appreciative of his kind words today.

i came home and took a nap.

tonight i hung out with adam

and then went hot tubbing.

i still smell like chlorine and i don't like it.

NO SCHOOL FOR JAZZY TOMORROW

wahoooooooooooo

xoxoxox

blew my chances

i went to the library with brynne tonight.

any guesses as to what i was wearing?

a full on blue sweatsuit.

blue sweatpants.

blue sweatshirt.

hair on top of head.

just mascara.

not pretty.

because, why would i care what i look like while i study?

well. let me tell ya.

guess who was RIGHT next to me?

the boy from wendy's/the fireside/taco tuesday/my future husband.

that's why i would care.

that's exactly why.

i'm telling you.

this is no coincidence. 

perfect day

so in case you're wondering...

today was really great.

minus the one hour that i spent taking cringing through my history exam,

everything else was wonderful!

i got an email that i got an 80% on my creative arts test!!!!

you know, the one that i was late for?

that's so great! i cried, but only a

 tiny, little bit.

and landon hooked brynne and me up with a potential job!

he went through some ropes to get us in,

but now my resume is in the hands of USU campus!

get that, an ON CAMPUS JOB!

not trying to get my hopes up,

but if i got this, i would be so happy.

working on campus is ideal.

they are sooooo flexible with your school schedule, because to them,

school comes first.

as it should.

i came home from a long day and ashley proposed the idea that we get sushi!

no objections there.

(except the small objection in my head.....coming from my bank account).

i pushed it aside.

so i enjoyed every bite of my rolls.

every last bite.

then the bachelor came on!

yay.

my favorite part of the week.

this episode was my favorite one so far.

we had many visitors stop by.

my favorite one: JO!

yay. i miss her way too much.

she's going to georgia at the end of the week, and i'm so excited for her.

her softball season is finally starting up FOR REALSSS!

love you jo.

and we had appearances by kevin and callie.

it's always nice seeing callie.

and kevin was just making me frustrated tonight

with his twisting of my words.

boo kevin.

now adam's comin ova.

i think this has been one grand day.

happy monday.

xo

productivity at its finest

what i've done instead of studying:

decided the correct way to say CRAY-ON.

brynne insists its cran.

tried on this nice hat:

this is how i feel:

brynne made this mermaid:

mermaid takes a bath.

texting:

i'd say i've accomplished a lot.

superbowl, bro

happy sunday.

i debated not going to church today

i mean, i don't feel the greatest

and i didn't sleep much.

but i got out of bed and went.

ten points for me!

and i went all by myself,

because all my friends were too busy sleeping in.

another ten points for me!

tavin and ben came and sat by me and kept me entertained during the meeting.

i also had some play-doh

so of course i was mocked for a good hour.

ben came over after and listened to my random stories while i stuffed my face.

and he just watched

ahahah

remember how i debated getting ice cream for a good three hours yesterday??

listen to what he told me:

"why didn't you call me? i would have gotten you some."

.........seriously?

if i would have known that 24 hours ago....my life would have been perfect.

perfect.

but it's okay.

it's the thought that counts.

i guess the superbowl is on?

i couldn't care less.

sick as a pup

i'm sick as a dog pup.

sick as a puppy.

i've been in this freaking apartment for 24 hours straight.

minus eight minutes to walk to the clubhouse to pay rent.

i am dyyyyyyyyyying.

i'm so bored.

what i've been doing:

sleeping, hitting refresh on facebook, pinterest, watching tv episodes online, sleeping,

feeling sorry for myself, wallowing, sleeping, sniffling, texting, wondering why some people aren't responding so fast......i'm sick you know! text faster and keep me entertained!
 wanting ice cream, trying to figure out if it's worth getting in my car and going to buy ice cream, sleeping on the idea, waking up to the same idea.

i think i'm going to go get ice cream now.

confessions.

i'm just admiring these pretty little things ^^^^

right now.

how nice of someone to give them to me.

some people are so nice.

and SOME people are not so nice.

some people are really kind of rude.

i'm here for the weekend and brynne AND adam left to go home.

i miss them....

both.

there. i said it.

lessons in life.

today has been......

strange.

you know those days where you just feel like a dirty blob making your way from point A to point B?

maybe you've never felt like that.

but i did.

it's amazing what getting ready can do for my self-esteem.
when i shower and have pretty hair and makeup,
i feel great.
i feel like i can talk to ANYONE.
i feel like i can just radiate good vibes.

when i don't shower, i just feel gross.

today, i felt gross.

i was sleepy from studying so much last night.

i woke up early for creative arts with brynne.

we haven't gone for a couple days

and we decided to go today.

so we got on the bus and walked ALL the way across campus.

we got there about ten minutes late.

we walk into the huge concert hall

and it's dead SILENT.

the professor comes over the microphone and goes,

ummm...you two ladies that just walked in....

come get your scantrons.

you're late and next time i'm locking the doors at 9:30.

ummmm.

i seriously shot the meanest glare at brynne

WE DID NOT KNOW WE HAD A TEST.

how embarrassing.

how seriously embarrassing.

so we walked all the way to the front

and grabbed our scantrons.

i was freaking out because i didn't have a pencil.

so i wrote all my answers on a separate sheet of paper

then hurried and bubbled them in with brynne's pencil at the end.

we missed the first ten questions because he puts them up on a projector for the class,

and we were ten minutes late.

COOL.

good start to my day.

then i took my biology test.

which, surprisingly, i felt really good about.

went to my next class.

and then did this huge philosophy assignment for an hour and a half.

it was due at two thirty.

at two fifteen, i go to submit it online....

and i did the WRONG ASSIGNMENT.

i had just spent forever doing the wrong one.

no credit there.

so.

what can we learn from jazzy today?

a lot.





sadly, i had no photographer to capture what i looked like in the HUB today.

but i found this,
and i think it accurately portrays what i looked like to the hundreds of people that were lucky enough to be entertained by me and my frustrations today.

glycolysis

today was well spent.

STUDYING

all day.

study.

study groups.

study.

hang out with adam.

leave to study.

library.

grocery shopping (solo...that was weird)

dinner

study

gym

study.

if i don't get a good grade on this test tomorrow.....

so help me.

contemplation

well it's two in the afternoon.

my attention span today has not been the greatest. 

i can't seem to find any desire to focus on what my professors are telling me today.

i just don't seem to care about DNA, chromosomes, or fermentation.

i don't care AT ALL about the Stamp Acts, Patriot Acts, or Shay's Rebellion (sorry, i guess i'm a bad American).

i could not sleep for the life of me last night.

brynne sent me a text at 3:30

long after we had said our goodnights.

and she's like...um i can't sleep.

i was so happy she was struggling as much as me.

so she came and hung out in my bed 

and we had the greatest conversation

until 4:40 am

when we both got a whiff of tiredness and decided to take advantage of it

and sleep.

long story short, i didn't sleep much at all last night.

so now i'm in the Hub 

surrounded by people speaking different languages,

which is really annoying, because i'm in the mood to eavesdrop.

i guess this school has a little bit of diversity?

who knew.

i'm sitting in this little booth,

attempting to study philosophy.

at the moment i think i look like a hipster that belongs in a coffee shop sharing opinions on life 

with other hipster folk.

not that any of that is a bad thing,

it's just a change up of my normal appearance.

just reading some Plato.

now i just need a pipe to complete the overall vibe.

need some aloe vera

i went tanning for the first time in a VERY long time today.

and this is what happened:

if you can't tell...

i have random streaks of BURNED skin

and streaks of white skin.

it's really cute,

don't even worry.

it hurts a little bit.

but i act like it doesn't.

and i use the whole,

"well it will fade to a tan tomorrow."

honestly,

i don't think it will.

but guess what?

remember that boy i blogged about that i saw at wendy's?

and then again in a stadium full of people...right behind me?

well, guess who was sitting at the table across from me tonight at taco tuesday?

you guessed it.

the man that has the style of a god.

for some weird reason,

i'm confident we'll date.

i know i've said that about a million other people,

but i just feel it in my bones.

pray for me.

xo