Friday, April 29, 2011

foreshadowing of things to come.

well i forgot i even had this blog. it showed up on my history, and i decided i'd write again. mainly for myself. it feels nice to type and just think.

on my mind at the moment: college.
 it's amazing that i don't know what this next year will hold for me.  i don't know anything. i don't know who i'll be friends with, or what classes i'll be taking. i don't know where i'm going to be working, who my roommates will be, or if my car will even make it up the canyon to get to logan. part of me is hesitant, and a little worrisome that things won't work out. but that's only a tiny, tiny section of my thoughts. somehow i just know that it's all going to be great. i know that it will all work out. it's actually a little thrilling to not know what is coming for me.  i'm so used to having plans. i've lived inside my comfort zone for eighteen years. you have to come out of it sometime......

i'm a strong believer that your future is what you decide it to be. i've always been very strong-willed. i know what i want. i know my goals and what i'm looking to accomplish in my life. i plan on doing it.