annoyed.

i am so overwhelmed by a number of things right now.

i don't even know how to collect my thoughts.

it's finals week....so everyone is a lot more stressed.

including myself.

i feel like i have so many things to worry about right now.

my classes.

my grades.

this dumb job that i wish i wasn't doing right now.

i never get to be home with my family.

i missed almost all of thanksgiving.

and now i'm missing a lot of christmas.

i feel like i'm being taken advantage of.

i just want to go home to my family like the rest of logan gets to.

like the rest of my friends.

i don't even care to work anymore.

i'm just a little sad at this moment.

and taking it out on my blog.

i still have 90 more pages to read in my astrobiology book.

and i'm sick of it.

i hate aliens.

i want to scream to my professor:

"if aliens exist, who cares? who cares if there is habitable life in the universe? if we can't find it, we can't find it."

but i can't.

that would not help me get an A in the class.

grrrr