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IF YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT HEARING GIRL BLABBER,

STOP READING.

NOW.

okay,

for those of you interested in reading about the annoyances of dating in logan, utah....

read on.

i have lots of little annoyances.

for one,

when i say EVERYONE, i know and understand that it isn't fair to group EVERYONE into one generic category.

but, i do anyways.

i know that not EVERYONE acts a certain way, or whatever else it is,

but sometimes it just seems like it.

for one,

i feel like i always find something wrong with guys that otherwise, are really great.

for example:

they're too short, too lanky/skinny, too hick-ish, too creepy, too clingy, too into themselves, too boring, too quiet, too into partying, etc, etc, etc.

why i do this?

i guess i'm picky?

but really, not really.

i think i need to be picky, but at the same time, maybe i am too picky.

i feel like i'm anxiously waiting to meet someone that is 

too great.

too respectful.

too nice.

too.....just like me.

he exists, right?

someone great exists.

and he's doing great things right now.

and i'm busy trying to nicely inform people i'm not interested in pursuing anything further with them.

it's a little frustrating.