i feel like this today.

sad, i know

i can't help it

there are so many things i want. so many things that i want to buy, or have someone give to me.

i want

i want

i want

and i know that's selfish. but it's what i'm thinking.

but i have to save for my apartment.

i'm probably the WORST saver alive. mainly because i don't save.

i spend.

it's a horrible, horrible habit that i'm trying to break.

but how do you save when there's so much to buy???!!!!!!!

someone needs to send me down the garbage shoot....

with an iphone maybe?