see you....soon

well, christina,

if you read this

THIS is for you.

i had to say my first "goodbye" today.

and i'm not saying that i liked it.

because i didn't.

it's weird.

because for so long people have been making comments about not seeing me forever

and "oh when you leave me forever..."

but i can quickly shut them up because 

"it's forever away."

well, now it's not.

christina is leaving for a study abroad to england tomorrow

...and not getting back until may.

which means i won't be seeing her until i get back.

which is a weird concept.

right? am i right?

and i don't like it because this really is only the beginning.

i don't know how i'll manage hahaha

but christina.

i love you to pieces.

i love that we met in gym and became best friends for life.

i just love you.

and can't wait to hear all about your european travels.

xoxox