Sunday, June 12, 2011

life as of lately

sometimes i wonder why i do this.
why do i blog?
no one reads it

oh well.


this is for you sarah.









mom decorated the whole front of the house :)

cute siblings.

so excited to walk. love them.

me with kayla, getting ready.

loved this.


i'm a high school graduate.
i am done with high school.
with all of it

i'm done with the immaturity
i'm done with being around people i don't want to be around.
being with fake friends just because i have to.
being in classes i don't want to be in
hearing the dumb drama.
waiting to graduate.
waiting for a change.
waiting
waiting
waiting


i'm so done waiting. i'm ready to DO.
so that's exactly what i'm doing.
i'm working two jobs
saving for my apartment and school in general.
i'm doing what i want.
i'm being who i want.
i can choose who to surround myself with.

 i feel like everyone i know is so different.
so many people are still stuck in high school.
being sad, and letting themselves feel that way.
being stuck in bad relationships.
not going where they want in life.

seriously your life can be anything you want it to be.
you just have to make it that way.
i guess people's choices are making me somewhat sad.
roads that i'm not going down.
i'm rambling and i'm probably not making any sense at all.

deal with it.


my favorie book is "oh the places you'll go!" by Dr. Seuss.
i love it a lot.







even my quote
<<<<<<
over there is from the text.
i feel it especially relates to my life right now.
so here are some of my favorite parts:

"You'll look up and down streets. Look 'em over with care.
About some you will say, "I don't choose to go there."
With your head full of brains and your shoes full of feet,
you're too smart to go down any not-so-good street.

And you may not find any
you'll want to go down.
In that case, of course,
you'll head straight out of town.

It's opener there
in the wide open air.

Out there things can happen
and frequently do
to people as brainy
and footsy as you."


for how long i've waited for this moment.

it's here.

i'm on my own, and i'm so ready.

i'm ready to see where life takes me.



and i'll keep you posted along the way :)



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