how to love.

i had a really fun night.

brynne mady and i pulled off a freaking awesome maneuver.

it was a little sad...but so great.

how do you get someone to fall out of love with you?

especially if you can't let them down.

it's too hard.

well i'll tell you....

you try and make yourself as annoying as possible.

anyways.

after that,

we watched the bachelor with landon and bradley.

that was fun.

but i'm a little bitter about it,

because they WOULD NOT stop talking.

i wanted to shove rags in both of their mouths

...but just until the show was over.

it was nice of them to let us invade their space,

but seriously.....

i'm going to be re-watching it tomorrow online.

after that,

adam came over to hanggg.
fun stuff.

then me, brynne, callie, and zane sat around in 5B and i ate cheez-itz
and made funny commentary.

i think it was a pretty great day.

xo

life is grand.

today was a really great day.

let me tell you about it:

went to stake conference with brynne, zane, and nate.

sat in the top of the tabernacle and couldn't see the speakers, so i watched the audience instead.

came home and slept forEVER.

woke up.

had sunday dinner at dallas' place.

so delicious, there are no words.

stuffed my face (what's new)

went to hear Elder Holland speak to all of USU.

the whole entire spectrum stadium was full.

and get this,

when i went to wendy's with brynne the other day,

we saw this BEAUTIFUL boy.

and when we went to the fireside,

he was sitting RIGHT behind me.

out of the thousands of people,

he was the one right behind me.

if that's not fate, i don't know what is.

too bad it looked like zane and i were dating.

sometimes that's annoying.

then we got stuck in the parking lot for twenty minutes.

it was cold.

and cars weren't letting us out.

we went over to alyssa's for molten cake :)

that was DELICIOUS>

then we watched the kardashian's at zane and nate's place.

i cried.

kim's divorce is just too much for me to handle.

nate was eating cheez-itz and being selfish and not sharing,

so naturally i started craving cheez-itz.

and brynne wanted flaming hot cheetos.

so we went to walmart.

at 1 am.

and not a soul was in that store.

we asked the only worker,

where is everyone??!!

she was like....um there's school tomorrow.

we just stared at her for a while

and then said,

"hmmm that's weird. it doesn't seem to have any effect on us."

now we're up and hyper and eating crap.

tomorrow will be an interesting day in classes for me.

here i am

this is me right now.

in my bed. 

after stake conference....

ready to sleep.

i literally woke up this morning,

got ready,

did my hair,

and the whole time i was thinking...

in just a little while, you'll be back here,

back in bed.

i was exhausted this morning.

so these pictures are to remind me

and maybe you, if you're tired too...

that even when you really don't feel like doing something in that moment,

soon enough...you'll be back in bed.

now that i'm here,

i'm going to sleep.

byebye

saturdays

jake, zane, and i just watched a fight.
it was like reality tv.......in real life.
awesome.

the apartment next to us threw a "freaking dope, rad, cray cray" party.
they had strobe lights and dub-step music.
so fun.
hahahahahah

anyways. it really was a little crazy.
and fifty people just piled out of there
(mainly huge, black football playas)
and they punched this guy into the ground.
like seriously.


we watched from under the stairs

ahahahahah

i thought i was going to get shot.



and then they flung this guy over their shoulders like a sack of potatoes.



oakridge is hoppin' tonight.

brynne and i went to the basketball game tonight

with aj, ben, kevin, and james.

i thought i was being pretty hilarious all night.

mainly because i really was.

we had a fun time.

we hung out in their place for a while

and then brynne and i went to walmart.

we ate ice cream and laughed our heads off for a while.

i can read her mind

and she can read mine

and sometimes it really creeps me out.

for reals, though.

umm i think that's all i have to say.

bye.

friday, friday.

last night brynne and i had a little date.

we went to the gymnastics meet at usu.

loved it.

then i got a little bit grumpy and annoyed with a really annoying person.

and i complained the whole way home.

i wanted to scream.

brynne put up with me, and that was really nice.

we went and had a feast at wendy's.

it was really great, actually.

i think i ate more food than any normal person really should eat.

but i was fine with it.

and then we went to this institute activity at sport's academy.

we felt extremely awkward the whole time.

so we grabbed a bunch of soda

and peaced out of there.

we came back and crashed at ben and aj's place for a long while.

they're really great.

we ate their candy and took up their love sac.

i think that's one of my favorite places to be.

and then brynne and i had a slumber party in her room.

our friday was full of fun.

hope you enjoyed your day. 

xo

oweeee

i just fell over.

and hit my face into zane's kneecap.

his pants are covered in my mascara.

and my eye is swelling.

i believe i'll have a black eye in the morning.

we're getting pretty fat.

brought to you in part

by brynne and jas.

fatties fo life.

this is what we do at three am.

...it ain't pretty